to be alone,
and I want
to not let me be
alone." anne, I’m drowning (via aburialatsea)
To hate yourself is uglier." Hlovate, Rooftop Rant (via psych-quotes)
when i woke up in the mornings
and the only thing i looked
forward to was going
back to bed" poems from my uncle’s grave (via oceanlist)
some fictional characters should be real and some real people should be fictional this is what i believe
i hope one day you are at peace with yourself. i hope you can take a shower without crying and you can close your eyes without thinking about your funeral. i hope one day you start singing in the shower again and are happy for no reason. i hope you get better, because you really deserve to.
You drink your coffee black and we are afraid of each other.
Once you kissed my neck in front of your friends
and it made me very shy.
Once you kissed my stomach and I started crying.
I see the tender way you touch things and want to kiss your nose
but I keep my mouth to myself.
Your collarbones are craters big enough to fit my fist into.
You are the most beautiful thing I’ve seen in months.
I was not good to the last person I loved so I punished my heart
(I let it break and bleed out then roughly sewed it back together)
It is hard to write poems when I only know how to fuck you.
I am always trying. I am thinking of Somedays. I am saying goodbye.
You asked why I never write anything honest so I am writing you this." Clementine von Radics (via komakino)